Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Follow you "intuition...?!?"

HMMM, I had THE oddest dream, (last night) than I've had in years. (@ least...that I CAN...SO "vividly," remember.)
The MOST...I can, "get out of it"...is, to FOLLOW my INTUITION!  *That "feeling," was a STRONG "presence," the WHOLE way through...right up to the end!  I CAN'T "shake" it...TODAY?!?!  (And, THAT'S how I 'felt,' in the dream...as well.)  Sometimes, I feel (in real-life,) as though...I'm THE ONLY person...who feels a certain way, 'bout something....  *In this dream, it was kind of the "opposite."  I was..."trying," to make light...of an issue/"blow it off."  It wasn't so much an issue; as, a "BELIEF..."
(I attribute 'some' of this "feeling," to NOT going to church/taking my Son, this passed year...when he should've been in Sun. school...& HAD his 1st communion, like all the others' we "know" who did, @ his age.)
The dream consisted of: an "older," (very spiritual woman) a man, ('like'...her son) & maybe 1 or 2 others, in a school setting. (Hallways, lockers, classrom, a DESK.)  The woman was carrying a book around with her, (in class) looking @ it/pointing things out. (&...later, in the hallway, by the lockers...'waving it around in the air,' @ me...as if, to PROVE her point.  *The book, (as she KEPT, "trying" to show me, had paragragh, after paragrah...(Spiritual/'beliefs,' in nature) A  pg. or few in...it HAD, a sentence, which read: "...the ONLY 1 who really matters isTana.  (This was written in...as if "someone"/she, had added it in there.)  They were attempting, to get me to go with them, (far away) like 9 hrs. there, &...9 hrs. back (if ever...?!?)  I told them, I needed to go say "good-bye," to someone, (in this case, in my mind...it was my Cousin) 'cause, I wasn't "comfortable," just...taking off, (not sure when/if I'd be back?) without...@ the "very" least, letting someone know I was leaving (where) &, with who (what they looked like.)  I was trying not to "tip them off," or...make them SUSPITIOUS...The MORE, I "resisted"...&, TRIED to make them feel, that what THEY were trying to get me to "see"/do...didn't "interest" me (but...'secretly,' it did, a little.) the "more," they pushed...At any rate, by this point; they HAD NOT..."convinced" me.  I returned to the classroom, &...took a seat @ my desk.  They "followed," &...did the SAME.  *The class lesson, had turned...to a "Spiritual-nature," @ this point.  I somehow "managed," to get the class, to "see" that what "they"/I were "believing," was IMPORTANT to "listen" to/consider. These few people..."GLARED," @ me. (as if they were looking right THROUGH me/burning small holes, into me.)  *I TRIED my best, to "ignore" them...& pay attention, to the "lecture," in class...
My mind..."drifted off," to problems...I had been having in my *real-life.  More, & more...I tried, to..."push it away," or "blow it off. ('visibly,'shaking my head...to myself!)
*Suddenly...my desk, (with me in it) had "risen," ABOVE THE GROUND...(floor)  The more, I attempted...to resist/"shake off," BOTH...(what was going on in class, &...my 'WONDERING' mind) the HIGHER, I went.  *I then, GAVE IN TO/"accepted..." all I had been "feeling;" &, my desk "HIT" the floor...with a "THUD!"  *EVERYONE, (who had been watching) could HARDLY..."believe," what they had just seen...(But, 'knew' it to be "TRUE"...without a SHADOW, of a "doubt!"
It makes me "tired," just writting 'bout this..."WHAT A DREAM?!?!  :0 
       
     

2 comments:

  1. That's "all" you've got for me...?!? ;p *I was "hoping," for some..."insight...?!?" We'll have to talk about it, when we get together?!? ;) :) HEAVY, was MY thought...TOO! *Still, not sure...what to "make" of it. :/

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