For over the past year, I've been..."working" on trying to help my (long lost) Niece, see that we can all "work" together, to mend fences, to leave the past behind; & begin to put "our" family...back together. She seemed...very "open," to the idea; but now...has "re-butted." *I am very saddened, by this news; I was under the impression...that we'd accomplished, GREAT STRIDES?!?
Everyone, says it's NOT "meant" to happen, not time; &, that I should move on...
We've been here before, I thought...I was "over," this...& now, HERE WE ARE...AGAIN! I "hate" this feeling...I realize, I can't control...others actions/how they feel...yet, I "resist."
Maybe, I'm being "selfish," but...I wanted to do my best, to "make this right"...for all concerned. *Life, is SO hard...I wish I were, the "cut-n- dry" type. I don't want to be longing...for this, always...
I just can't "believe," that...this is it! *No "redemption," for any of us...Why??? No knowing, any of those...that did nothing.
THIS, (above) was a "token" of my <3 for her, & NOW (since I wanted her to 'have' it)...I will need to mail it, & "hope" she will accept it...?!? :/
*Signed, "No more, I can do..."
You may not be able to stop your emotions/emotional attachment to the situation, but it would be healthy to focus on something else in the meantime until she comes around. Start focusing on a really selfish goal, even if you aren't ready to put it into action just yet, you will be amazed at how good it makes you feel!
ReplyDeleteI'm doing, OK...with it. *Been here, many times before. Got out/across to her a lot of things, I wanted her to "know." *It may "never," happen; &, not sure...how much I'd "really," be up for...again. "Life, goes on."
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